fellowship of the orchestra=)

today went for vjco woodwind gathering...actually the purpose of the gathering was to see mdm wee before she leaves the school for tpjc...apparently she thought long and hard before comign to this decision to leave vj after 11 long, hard years. needed a change in environment, and maybe a fresh start.

i think i agree with her, that it's difficult to stay in one working environment for too long, and 11 years is like omg long!=P. wish her all the best in tpj, which shdn't be too bad, especially if they produce students like andrew.=P

had a long talk about studies, the importance of mandarin, our secondary schools etc etc...very interesting talk, which is too long to put here...had quite alot of afterthoughts about it after going home.

i think my time in VS did make me more mature than i would be if i was in a mixed school. but that's just a conjecture since i was NOT from a mixed school, and who knows, maybe i would have been a better person if i had been. but i feel that being in a all-guys school did make me wisen up to the world we are in. it's like a precursor to army; makes you see through the masks people have and the ulterior motives.

that's how i have this particular 'talent' for seeing through most people.

and i'm increasingly alarmed by the amount of work to be put in next sem. i fear, that i won't be able to spend time doing things that i want to, and instead spend my time immersing myself in the numerous tutorials and lab reports. i fear, that i'll be spending less time with my dearest. i fear......so many things...

i don't want to regret anything. so before this holidays draws to a close next week, i want to make the most of our time. amid all the bidding stuff and worrying about modules to take, i just hope we have some time solely together before all the engin rubbish kicks in again.

hopefully, no regrets.