Saturday, August 29, 2009

The Truth

who said uni life is gonna be a breeze after jc life ought to be shot.

seriously.

nothing could be further from the truth. lol. LOTS of work to do. LOADS. gosh.weekly lab reports, gem assignment, weekly tuts...and the tuts must spend like 3 hrs doing that kind. not easy at all =.=

totally crazy.

THIS is crazy.

went for voices welcome tea. generally not bad. they seem like a bunch of happening people eager to make good music. and so do i (:

and so i'm quitting CO!(: realised that i don't want, and i can't, have 2 CCAs. kinda cutting my own throat.

PS: i don't know if it is worth it. i really don't. maybe in time to come i'll find out. i'll continue working hard, and maybe things will work out fine(:

Monday, August 24, 2009

it starts here.

an eventful day.

i spent a substantial amount of time worrying about what might happen today, or rather, what i anticipated would happen. but it didn't.

luckily.

i always tend to prepare myself for the worst possible outcome while remaining cheerfully hopeful that everything will turn out fine. it might not have happened today, but it's like a ticking time bomb, waiting and waiting for the most inopportune time to implode.

it will explode eventually. the thing now is to ensure damage is minimal. to everything.

went for NUS voices auditions with jasline and qinny. i thought i sang okay, not fantastic, but okay. voice was kinda tight, maybe due to nerves. as it is before any performance or audition. oh well. results out tomorrow so hope for the best(:

then went library to mug with andrew, geraldine, zhiwei and mujung. found it much more productive than doing tutorials at home. home is distracting; internet and TV VERY distracting =.= managed to do half the gem assignment and half the math tutorial. so rather productive =D

tomorrow: 1 hr of organic chem on alkanes, 2 hrs of DNA and RNA and whatever, 2 hrs of matlab =.= totally not appealing timetable.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

What did I do??

oh my...

sometimes, i tend to say the wrong things.

Just...
Let bygones be bygones. i don't wanna embroil myself (or ANYONE for that matter) into any sort of rubbish anymore.

what is passe stays passe. Full-stop.
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on a happier (=.=) note, went minds with s21 peeps today! laughed till stomach ache. LOL. outings tend to release any stress/displeasure whatsoever. it's good to know that there's a group of friends who'll share the burden and help you no matter what. =D

其实我也不知道---萧煌奇

其实我也不知道
其实我也很苦恼
其实我很害怕你想要的我都做不到
除了紧紧的拥抱
谁能承诺天荒地老
我的苦笑
是否你能明了

其实我也不知道
其实我也很煎熬
其实我也想过放弃一切什麽都不要
缘份如此美妙
却又如此困扰
是欢笑迷宫
又像寂寞监牢
让人只想逃跑

嘿 谢谢你对我那麽好
我 常常觉得无以回报
爱 就是这麽微妙

它无法强求 它出现的时候
不必寻找...

meaningful lyrics, and emotional vocals. 萧煌奇's blind, but blessed with a wonderful voice that just has the ability to infect everyone with his emotions. fantastic(: