cynical cynical me.

明天过后/吴克群

你问我
明天过后又如何
冰天雪地里我们怎么活着

我笑了
笑你太傻又太笨
但自己心中却确定了

我小心抱着你的手就温暖了
睡着或醒着
我的手为你加温
就算明天崩塌又如何
我们手握着
外面天再冷全都有我负责

也许我有时太傻太呆又太闷
甜言蜜语不是我的风格
但请相信
这心从来不会少一分
多嘴的人原来从不会认真...

this song was the theme song for the taiwan release of the movie The Day After Tomorrow. was reminded of the movie when i heard this song... rather sweet lyrics, just wished the singer sung better =S.

feeling very cynical today. went to school early for eg exam. notwithstanding the result of that module, at least the exam for it is over. the only time i'll care about it is when the exam results are released. got back results for Position Paper and Oral Defence. Probably considered an average mark, so i guess the best mark i can hope for it is B+? i have never heard of anybody getting an A+ for eg1413 -.- or is it because that is non-existent? coz if it's so, then statistically speaking it is more difficult to get a good grade for it and hence a cap-downer.

met yuern before the exam, funny as usual =D. was telling me about his impending ICT =P. well, i thank my lucky stars that i (most probably) don't have to go for ICT until the end of my university studies. which reminds me, need to take my IPPT during the holidays...zzz.

And i'm going back iras to work after the exams and after the genting trip =D yay. don't mind going back there again, especially since i don't really need to learn much more (probably brush up on my tax knowledge, abit out of touch). steady source of income, at least?

And there's the main comm selection the day after i return from genting. abit coincidental. wondering if i should apply...hmm.not too sure if i have enough time to spare next sem and next next to warrant a place in the main comm. will decide after the exams i guess. but i think...it's unlikely. i'm interested in performing, probably not so much the planning and logistics part of it. seeing how joel and ko worked for emerge, *shudders*, can't really see myself doing that much for voices.

1 down, 5 more to go. let's get rolling!

it consumes...

慢慢/张学友

慢慢慢慢没有感觉
慢慢慢慢我被忽略
你何忍看我憔悴
没有一点点安慰
慢慢慢慢心变成铁
慢慢慢慢我被拒绝
你何忍远走高飞
要我如何收拾这爱的残缺

a deeply emo song, but i like it(: very challenging though...=P

staying at home is kinda distracting, especially on sat when my parents and sis are at home...on tv, chat chat...productivity not max at home. may try to study at esplanade library tomorrow...should be fun=)

feeling very sian today. as i trudge through the tons of boring notes, no ray of light lies in front. who, then, to bring a smile to my weary-hardened face?