breaking free...

life's too short to be stubborn about some things. even things that constitute my beliefs, ideals...things that make me me.

perhaps i should just accept things as they come. instead on insisting for it to happen, or insisting it to be my way. life's just...too short. unexpected things happen, and maybe i should just be thankful i'm alive and kicking and be contented with my life.

or just...that's the way things are shaping up to be. to be contented with your lot, with what you've been bestowed...

trying free from my self-imposed shackles. it probably won't be easy. okay it isn't easy at all. maybe i'll fail. or perhaps i'll succeed. in telling myself it doesn't matter...does it? am i kidding myself?

haha. an absolutely random post. just thinking alot.

sometimes i feel i'm not my own priority. ignoring the niggling feeling that 'this isn't right' that's blaring away in my brain. maybe i can learn to not be so concerned. can i? can i really not be concerned?

life's just too short. regret is too painful a friend to make.

生命尽头反正一场空

Because one must live life to the fullest...

it's ending soon!

and finally i'm past the halfway mark of the exams. 3 papers down, 3 more to go. yay! it's ending it's ending it's finally ending!

kind of envious of those people who end exams tomorrow after maths paper. lol. i still have like 6 days?? really wth. they had to put cn exam on a super spastic date, though it's kind of good exams-wise to spread it out. but still..... next wed is still eons away -.-

i need to have more confidence in myself...zzz.

time to hit the sheets and mug again tomorrow morning. somehow, i prefer working to studying. so much more enjoyable. at least, don't need to stay up late to study and you can enjoy the rest of the night once you're done at work. grr...shall look forward to the hols...