wow. just wow. immunity to it all.

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down.

Oprah Winfrey

seems like i'm immune to it all already. that was fast. just... nothing, zero, zilch... sometimes i wonder if i'm kinda cold-blooded. or maybe my memory selectively chooses to remember things i want and forget things i don't. sounds like a great skill i acquired =P

crazy day at work today =X. hit a month long career high in call count i think. and all the chinese-speaking tp are seriously getting on my nerves. grr... and i realise my threshold for stupidity is getting lower and lower. they say anything stupid/ask stupid questions, i will just shoot back a subtle sarcastic remark which is sometimes not very subtle. which means it's pretty obvious that i'm suan-ing them.

but i don't really care.

and i really need to go singing/kboxing...LOL. any kakis?=D

如果我变成回忆---Tank

词/曲: Tank

累了
照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中 不听话的
就停止了.

听着
呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏
都难掌握

如果我变成回忆
退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体
拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你
人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心

如果我变成回忆
终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你
槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天
你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你 我不怪你

快乐
什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的
最舍不得!

如果我变成回忆
退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体
拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你
人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心!

如果我变成回忆
终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你
槛门上搂紧
漫长时光总有一天
你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你!

如果我变成回忆
最怕我太不通气
顽固的赖在空气
霸占你心里
每一寸空隙

要让依然爱我的你
痛苦承受失去
这样不公平
请你尽力

把我忘记 ... ... ... ...

i really love these lyrics.
really really do.
the most touching i've heard since love, me by collin raye.

epitomises love at its highest level.
if anyone can do this...
he certainly doesn't deserve to die.

written by tank. abit of his personal experience into this as well as he has a hole in his heart. so the 1st verse is actually his own story.

he speaks of being afraid to die, not because of himself, but because his love will be lonely...
he speaks of being afraid that his love will have to do without his comfort for the rest of her life, and hates himself for leaving her so soon...
he speaks of being hopeful that time will make her forget him, and that she may find someone else who is able to share her worries and burden...
he doesn't care when his last moment of life is, just that he wants to spend every waking moment with her, because she is the one thing that he can't bear to leave behind...