random blabberings...

it helps to know that someone, somewhere, under this vast blue sky, is thinking of you too(:

hmm. seems like everyone is stressed out over finals. i hear of people staying overnight in school to study till 6am (-.-), people planning to go without sleep studying (=.=) and hard core people already chionging all the past year papers (==.==).

while i'm also feeling the heat, sometimes, more haste, less speed. time is of essence, but falling sick during this period would significantly reduce efficiency, and lessen work done.

and to you: don't worry about the future, especially over things that will not, shall not and cannot happen. Concentrate on the task at hand, but don't overwork yourself. Because nothing is more important than a healthy you=)

3 weeks, and the long-awaited end is near...

2 days an eternity...

such a long long two days...

filled with studying, doing papers, revising and missing someone.

wonder who eh?=P

on friday i recalled the days when i was still alone. studying alone, going to lectures and tutorials alone, eating alone. don't like it at all. the feeling of talking to myself. argh. weird=P.

but i'm not longer alone. and i'm thankful. so very thankful=)

three weeks to the end of term. can't wait...

the first, the one and only=)

第一次---光良

第一次
我说爱你的时候 呼吸难过
心不停地颤抖

第一次
我牵起你的双手 失去方向
不知该往哪儿走

那是一起相爱的理由
那是一起厮守

第一次吻
你深深的酒窝 想要清醒
却冲昏了头

第一次你
躺在我的胸口
二十四小时 没有分开过

那是第一次知道 天长地久...

hmm. one of my all time favourite songs. during genesis recital, this song was the opening song by cheeyang, super emo, super smooth, super nice. pity i don't have the video of that=P

well well. these days, been mugging hard for finals. can't say i'm extremely on schedule, but at least i understand 90% of the stuff i'm going through. seems like back to JC all over again, only thing slightly less stuff to memorise=P.

for engineering students, time is like never enough. too much stuff to study, too many reports to submit, too many things to plan...they say you can differentiate an engin student and an arts/biz student from the size of their eyebags=X. seriously. no joke.

i've always been a conscientous time-planner, coz i know, failing to plan is tantamount to planning to fail. for now, spending time with dearest and studying is a joint first, everything else comes after that. including watching tv and surfing the net =P.

okays, back to my organic chem and the love-hate relationship with alkenes, hyperconjugation and Wittig's reagent=X.

a subtle expression or action tells a million words. And those million words can be summarised into three =)

a new dawn

thank you, my friends, to everyone who wished me happy birthday =) really touched=)

it has been a memorable year, finally exiting from the slavery known as SAF, going to work at iras, going back to school. met so many new frens, did so many new things, learnt so much new information. this past year has been really action packed, to say the least.

the most important event of which occured about 2 months earlier. maybe its the hands of fate, maybe its just pure good luck, that i met you. you, who has, still is, and is going to, change my life.

for once, i'm looking forward to the future with trepidation. refound my vigour to live my life to the fullest. we carry on, happy or sad, but now with the added assurance that you have me by your side, and i have you next to me.

it's a beginning of a new dawn. on the day i reach 21 years of age, i begin a new journey...one that i hope will always include you =)

a memorable day

so this is how it feels like to celebrate a birthday=)

too long have i not had a proper birthday celebration to remember how it feels like to be pleasantly surprised and feel so loved by friends. last year, at this time, i was still preparing my GPMG for the morning BIC shoot. two years ago at this time, i was still crawling around in some taiwan jungle, desperately homesick and tired of all the army nonsense. three years ago, on my birthday, i had a maths and biology A level paper on the same day. four years ago.....

so this year, is a memorable birthday for me. in more ways than one.

because this year, i have you=)

i was told today was jennie's birthday, so went to celebrate. didn't expect it to be a red herring for my surprise birthday instead. (although we did go to celebrate hers as well later. feel quite bad for like 'tricking' her=X) i only realised it was for me when during the happy birthday song, they started singing my name=P. then came the presents and the card.

oh yes. the card.

to me, the card, although not very valuable or very beautifully done ( the emblem of l'pool rox, reason!), it is the most precious of all the presents i received today. because of what they wrote, i could feel their heartfelt wishes and sincerity. that beats any material presents that i will receive=)

thank you, my friends. really liked it=)

my 21st, the most memorable yet.

many more to come in future? i hope so=)

同手同脚---温岚

未来的每一步一脚印
踏着彼此梦想前进
路上偶尔风吹雨淋
也要握紧你的手心

未来的每一步一脚印
相知相惜相依为命
别忘记之间的约定

我会永远在你身边陪着你...

for you =)

miniconcert 2009...and the aftermath.

sound makes or breaks a gig. just proved that theory tonight.

the sound was rather bad, with feedback and loud screeching noises occasionally. marcus was trying his best, let's give him the credit he deserves, but still, it was bad. at least the first half was. the MCs (me included) had to come up with random fillers to prevent the audience from going to sleep while the band prepared itself. mostly it was xianyou and wang qian doing the random talking, while me and grace just stoned.=.=

feel quite bad. especially later when kee onn and judson came to speak to me and wang qian on the principles of hosting. hmm. lots to improve on. maybe the effort from me just wasn't there tonight. was disturbed by the very bad sound system and couldn't find my energy to engage the audience. well. never mind. it was a sombering experience=X.

my song was fine, for once, throughout the whole night, there was no feedback from the speakers. though i couldn't really hear myself on stage, i was told by seniors that my voice kinda overpowered kaili's and they couldn't really hear kaili's voice. kinda apologetic. i was surprised by my own 'relaxness' before the song. no nerves, just tiredness. and i thought i did justice to the song=)

after the whole thing ended (with xianyou prancing around on stage like a crazed man; it was good mind you. meant it in a good way, though both their voices cracked. LOL. super hilarious. crack at the same note summore=.=), they called for a debrief, and said a whole lot of things expected for a debrief. 'you all did well','but can improve','thank you all for the effort','i thought it was good' etc etc. to be honest, to be a good leader, after every concert/performance/recital, you have to say that to your groupmates because they did put in the effort to do well.

whether it is truly that way remains to be seen. sometimes, results not equals effort.

and i'm program head for emerge 2010. means more busy, busy stuff to do. luckily ben's program head too, so i suppose we share the workload?=P haha.

till emerge next year=)

myeverything.

Everything---王力宏

Cause You're My Everything
就一个原因
让我勇敢面对这个世界
想给你Everything
不管用多少个明天
永远从此刻开始算起

你的爱是我的Everything...

=)